Selamat sore senjaku, 

berbaris awan diantara larik keemasan membiru

terlukis indah lengkung pelangi di senyummu,

menyinari relung harapan, terlingkari rasa rindu.
kau datang mengalunkan nada, dan aku kembali padamu.

alrahe
from a to i

Everyone is so beautiful,

but I know that's nothing in front of You, God.

A way to be pretty in front of You is by praying for You. 

When we pray, 

I think we human always hold Your presence in our heart.

And unconsciously try to keep our heart clean,

so You can see our sincerity. 

Do You see my sincerity? Or am I only faking it?

alrahe

My heart feel so heavy and burning with an agony.
But not too far, not beyond a rampage, cause it's not a rage.

What is it?
a blank or to be exact an emptiness.
it's like a hollow in a soul, piercing to me like a chain.
Yearning for someone, whom i don't know who is he.
But when i close my eyes,
i think i know, but the truth is i don't know.

He want to talk to me, want to cling to me.
Burning me, every night with passion.
Yearning, to keep me safe under his arm.
Wish that someday, soon after, he'll meet me.

Craving my presence in your skin, fill you up with my possession.

alrahe

Senja temaram, 
langit melukis kelam, 
apa kau kehilangan?

Saat bayangmu datang, 
langit berwarna merah terang, 
kumerindu sebuah kecupan.

alrahe

a note for ck

*selamat ulang tahun

People get jealous,
Even actually God already decided the best for them.
Well, so do I, I'm only a mere human.

alrahe

Dunia ini terkutuk, kecuali mengingat Allah SWT.

We've been fighting for morality, 
but in the end we just doing thing that makes our moral being so low.

alrahe

What is the "will" in your life, and what sacrifice you provide in return, so that you feel "reserves the right" to have "that will"?

~Dr. Suparman Sumahamijaya

dear my ex girlfriend,

do you swearing me in my back 

because he still call out my name in his sleep?

you're angry 

cause he's my used item or 

cause his heart still linger on me?

if you're angry with me 

because he's my ex, 

why you're not met him first?

see you can't change past,

can't you see we're over already.

what is it to be hold on,

no more feeling to hold me down for real.

*hey, don't compare my past with yours. it's over.

alrahe

dear my ex, you tell the world that you're my ex. is it great being my second-hand item?

*omg, just shut up A

maafkan aku sesal, kau selalu datang di akhir cerita.

ketika kesempatan yang tertimbun berjuta waktu tak kau manfaatkan.

hanya air mata di pipi, bisa kau tebarkan, dan sekat terpilin dalam relung.

saat kau tak tau setan apa bersemayam di otakmu,

dan kau mulai hilang arah dengan mengikutinya,

tak bisa membendungnya dengan ayatNya di bibir lirihmu,

kau mulai mengucapkan sumpah serapah, akan kemunafikanmu.

ah, rasanya terlalu pekat untuk dikenang, semua kedurhakaanmu,

dan terlalu sulit  membujuk sang waktu kembali.

ya, memang

si tua kadang tak semenarik dulu,

tetapi mengapa hatimu sempit,

tak ayal ini jadi cambukmu..

maafkan aku,

hanya doa disela-sela ingatku bisa kuberikan.

karna maaf tiada guna, kau tak lagi bisa mendengar.

eyang, maaf, aku cucu yang mengesalkan.

alrahe