Why I have to deal with lot of people who have a troublesome personality.
People are so annoying and selfish, why can they think more about others.

It's okay if you don't understand, you're not a God*. 

alrahe

*god: dewa

A: "I don't understand about woman."
     "She said that she's tired to be with me, but when I mention break up,
      She said, I'm tired but I try to survive being with you."
R: "Me either, I don't understand woman."
A: "But, you're a woman also."
R: "Exactly, I don't understand myself either."
     "So don't go asking me what woman is thinking about."

Jangan berharap pada manusia, z  

sebab ia tidak lebih dari pada embusan nafas

People fall in love in a mysterious ways.
We meet in such a crazy days.
I'm amaze with your eyes and mind.
I can't foreseen that I already fall to hard.

And in every bitter times, we're apart
I always bounce back to you.
Maybe everything is a part of a plan.
To turn our live upside down.

My heart will always beat for you even we're 90.
In our 19 we met, we're young and free.
Chasing the dreams that we lived on.
Struggle with emotion and our desire to love.

When we're not young anymore, we still have our laughs.
With the touch of your hands, I will trace your warms.
My hair will go gray, but memories will always there.
Our soul is never grow old nor fail to understand us.

Baby even when my eyes turn bad,
I still can see the love in your eyes.
And I still can see the thousand stars in your smile.
We will never grow old.

alrahe

*dedicated to my parents
thanking them for the love they share for me to see
and remembering and capture all their laugh, their joke in my memory.
Thank you Allah SWT, for created them, for giving me to them.

Selamat tinggal, kenangan.
Aku akan melangkah pergi, meninggalkanmu disini.
Ku kubur kau dibawah pohon yang rindang.
Dan saat aku pulang akan kubiarkan bungamu mekar.
Tersenyumlah perlahan, biarkan angin membelai kelopakmu.

alrahe

Never apologize for how you feel. No one can control how they feel. The sun doesn't apologize for being bright and the rain don't say sorry for falling. Feelings just are.

Do I have to apologize? Should I apologize?

I’m falling in love with you
I know my love has made you suffer

But I can’t forget you
If you could understand me
Please forgive me although I’m crying again

Even though I closed my ears,
I still hear your voice
since I can’t forget you
I’m going to love you

Although it’s wrong, I can’t
Although I closed my eyes
I still can see you
Although I’ve suffered with you but I’m happy thinking of it

You cried as you saw these eyes
I hated to see you cry, so I'm crying too.

I tore you apart from my longing
It hurts me and it kills me
But I hope you’re happy with my love

If you look back to the hard times
You’ll see that I’m always there
I left there completely
Because of your tears

You are alone in the space I left
The thing was that we couldn’t be together
These days I love you so much
That’s become the reason for not being able to go

You turn your head and crying.
I hate you being like this, that’s why I’m crying too.
I’m missing you, missing you so much that I’m hurt.
Hope you’ll be happy with my love even if I’m dead.

Turn your head if you’re tired, I’ll be there.
Because I left your tears behind.
I left you first because I don’t want to see you alone.
Since now I can’t love you anymore.

I’m missing you so much that I’m hurt.
I hope you’ll be happy with my love even if I’m dead.
I hope you’ll be happy. I hope you’ll be happy.

Everything became surreal, I thought I didn't even exist. 

alrahe

You hear me calling but still walking away.

Are you thinking about the love that I took from us?

alrahe

kuputar kembali sang waktu,

melupakan si hitam dan melunakkan hatimu, 

mengapa kamu masih membisu?

sudah hitamkah hatimu untukku?

memorimu kembali tapi dimanakah kamu?

alrahe

Senja selalu sempurna dalam jingganya mega. 

Pandanglah aku disana dalam bentang batas hatimu. 

Rasa rindu itu akan menghapus semua yang berwarna jingga.

alrahe

harapanku datang saat sang pagi menyapa,

embun pagi menyejukkan hati yang setia,

dalam penantian kita dalam rindu yang menua.

alrahe

It's always been you. I love you. I love your big ego, I love your selfishness, I love your cruelties, but I want to stop chasing you.

alrahe

Am I too greedy for wanting more out of this relationship?

alrahe

Suddenly, she ask me a very simple question. 

H: "Are you happy?"

R: I don't really know how I should answer.

    Do I have to lie or tell the truth about it.

    "I think I'm happy, I should be. I have everything that I want."

    "I don't have to struggle a lot in this poorly world."

H: "The way you say it, it seem you're not happy."

R: "Maybe. I don't know I'm in a paradox." 

     Apparently I'm also a human, they always feel that almost is never enough.

alrahe

Mengapa kita selalu tertarik melakukan dosa jika pada akhirnya kita selalu menyesal. Kita sendiri tahu apa hukumannya, karena dalam hidup ini berlaku sebab akibat. Tapi seketika ketika melakukan dosa. Kita lupa.. Selalu lupa... Mengapa?? Dan kita hanya ingat saat sudah melakukan dosa. Mengapa???