beliefs, only for gods. 

the world right now, is nothing. 

wrong said, could easily battered. 

said nothing, can be considered dead. 

and mirror can even lie. 

beneath those, whom you can trust?

alrahe

Dalamnya hati, tak ada yang mengetahui. 
Hanya Allah yang bisa merajai hati dan mengukur ketulusanmu.

ketagihan

mata terasa perih, tapi otak tak mau merasa... sungguh merugi jika memilih untuk terlelap... tarpancang pada layar, dan memainkan jari lentik... duduk dengan tak nyaman hingga kokok terdengar...

beranjak mengistirahatkan dalam singgasana... saat si kuning menggeliat menampakkan senyumnya... hanya terasa tubuh terkuras, lemah dan letih... damn,, ternyata aku ketagihan internet...

alrahe

I want to love you simply, with word, were have not been spoken by the wood to the fire, which makes it ashed.

I want to love you simply, with cues, were have not been conveyed by clouds to the rain, which makes it gone.

aku ingin - sapardi djoko darmono

hari ini kita bergosip, dan esok kau dengannya. Saat ini kau mengacuhkanku padahal aku tidak tau letak kesalahanku. Sungguh, aku kesal dengan wanita yang baik di muka tapi busuk sekali dibelakang, kalau tidak suka, mengapa tidak bilang saja, bukankah mereka punya mulut. oh wanita, semua sama saja..

i just want them to plaster their mouth

wake me at dusk,

. as the sun began to faint and no longer emit light.

. when the moon began to appear and smiling in white soot.

. when the sky began to darken and appeared cloudy.

then, your vague face covered everything.

I'm afraid,

cry, staring at a vague and fade figure.

You!

alrahe
from a to a

do not be angry, rain.

cause my eyes wander, not highlighting your beauty.

when wanderer soaking wet,

and shelter to shade only a tree,

i could no longer feel, the beauty of your art.

when trees and birds dancing in the cold,

I do not want to see,

my eyes closed while you moisten me.

I need your cold,

I need your wind to make me real

I want to escape and go into the flow.

please allow me, blending in the coldness.

alrahe

jangan tersenyum,

membuatku pahit.
jangan menangis, 

membuatku senang.
jangan menatap, 

membuatku sendu.
jangan menoleh, 

membuatku rindu.
siapa kau? 

masih bertahta di benakku.

alrahe
from a to z

if I could choose, 
I choose not to know anything.. 
if those only can give me an aching.. 
Cause I don't want to regret something..

I choose God to be the witness between you and me inside our story,
and I don't give a damn about the past cause I can't change your destimy.

alrahe
from a to i

diatas jingganya mega terbekas sepercik kenangan
rasa rinduku ini mungkin sudah teramat dalam
hingga di relung masih ada sedikit noda mengganjal

memang luka ini sudah kering tapi rasanya daun ini masih basah
tapi aku akan selalu disini menunggu seperti senja setia menanti malam

alrahe