Rabu, 07 Oktober 2015

You turn your head and crying.
I hate you being like this, that’s why I’m crying too.
I’m missing you, missing you so much that I’m hurt.
Hope you’ll be happy with my love even if I’m dead.

Turn your head if you’re tired, I’ll be there.
Because I left your tears behind.
I left you first because I don’t want to see you alone.
Since now I can’t love you anymore.

I’m missing you so much that I’m hurt.
I hope you’ll be happy with my love even if I’m dead.
I hope you’ll be happy. I hope you’ll be happy.

Selasa, 06 Oktober 2015

Everything became surreal, I thought I didn't even exist. 

alrahe

Senin, 05 Oktober 2015

You hear me calling but still walking away.
Are you thinking about the love that I took from us?

alrahe
kuputar kembali sang waktu,
melupakan si hitam dan melunakkan hatimu, 
mengapa kamu masih membisu?
sudah hitamkah hatimu untukku?
memorimu kembali tapi dimanakah kamu?

alrahe
Senja selalu sempurna dalam jingganya mega. 
Pandanglah aku disana dalam bentang batas hatimu. 
Rasa rindu itu akan menghapus semua yang berwarna jingga.

alrahe
harapanku datang saat sang pagi menyapa,
embun pagi menyejukkan hati yang setia,
dalam penantian kita dalam rindu yang menua.

alrahe

Minggu, 04 Oktober 2015

It's always been you. I love you. I love your big ego, I love your selfishness, I love your cruelties, but I want to stop chasing you.

alrahe
Am I too greedy for wanting more out of this relationship?

alrahe
Suddenly, she ask me a very simple question. 
H: "Are you happy?"
R: I don't really know how I should answer.
    Do I have to lie or tell the truth about it.
    "I think I'm happy, I should be. I have everything that I want."
    "I don't have to struggle a lot in this poorly world."
H: "The way you say it, it seem you're not happy."
R: "Maybe. I don't know I'm in a paradox." 
     Apparently I'm also a human, they always feel that almost is never enough.


alrahe

Kamis, 01 Oktober 2015

Mengapa kita selalu tertarik melakukan dosa jika pada akhirnya kita selalu menyesal. Kita sendiri tahu apa hukumannya, karena dalam hidup ini berlaku sebab akibat. Tapi seketika ketika melakukan dosa. Kita lupa.. Selalu lupa... Mengapa?? Dan kita hanya ingat saat sudah melakukan dosa. Mengapa???