Senin, 21 Desember 2015

Mengapa senja itu indah?
Karena sejak mengenalmu,
aku selalu menuliskan namamu disana. 
Menyebut namamupun, memerahkan senja di pipiku.

alrahe
Kupu yang terjerat di jaring si laba.
Tak lekas melilitnya, 
menikmati indah sayap sembari menunggunya mati perlahan.

alrahe
Angin memanggilku, 
meniupkan suara hujan. 
Kemudian dia datang, 
pelangi diantara hujan.

alrahe

Rabu, 16 Desember 2015

I'm not being cool, 
I'm just tired talking about nonsense.

alrahe

Sabtu, 12 Desember 2015

Chasing your black shadow to hold myself from drowning too deep.
But I don't seem to care that I'm literally dying inside. 
Your heart is the only one that I want, there's no other gonna do. 
Notice me, take my hand, throw away my flesh, my bone, everything,
 just look at my soul. 
Why we became the stranger one? 
When did it become so wrong? 
You never try to understand me and my love, 
the one that I hold for you a long time ago. 
Blame me, I only want you to be happy, 
so just take this as my fault without knowing the real reason. 
Go build up your own castle and
just slowly die frozen with your selfishness mind. 
Goodbye my love, you don't reach me back.
I'm slowly giving up, but I still hope the best for you.

alrahe
I wake up from my dream, 
it's not a nightmare but the feeling is too deep. 
My feeling is about to dissappear 
so I'm cutting my long hair short, 
to stop the lingering feelings. 
Could it stop me from seeing you in my memories?
Too bad I still think of you.

alrahe
from a to z

Minggu, 29 November 2015

I don't know, how am I suppose to talk with you. 
I think we were drowning too deep, 
and we lost the affection that we once have.

alrahe

Selasa, 24 November 2015

I think I'm stupid. I feel so miserable these days, and forgot to understand that how lucky I am. I always ask about the answer of my pray, I was blind to see that Allah is the answer of our prayer, we all always wanting someone who really care and understanding us, but actually we already have that since we exist. Allah, He's the one the only one who love us, who trully care about us, who will forgive our sin, who will be our ally, who will be angry if we doing something horrible but He also immediately forgive us. Allah is the answer of our prayer, we don't really need anything if we always believe Allah.

alrahe

Kamis, 05 November 2015

you like someone for a long time
but, you thing this is enough, it's the time to let go
to make yourself happy
but,
 you don't know,
whether you doing right thing for standing in here,
even when people come and go in your life,
even when you fed up with this drama in life,
you keep standing straight to keep move on,
but,
there's still a thing you'll reminisce about that person
"am I a fool? loving you so deep and so hard for so long"
kind of happy of being a fool, you blinding yourself
think about the past, that person keep reminding you about
with all the emotion that flowing back to your vein
you lost yourself, you lost the reason to let go,
but,
the truth came up,
that person never love you, you're just a game.
how sad.

alrahe
Mega yang berwarna jingga, rasanya kosong tak berwarna.
Melukis langit dengan kata, dan merabanya dengan makna.
Tak lagi kudapati semua terasa mempesona.
Aku ini hilang akal atau hilang memiliki rasa?

alrahe