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rasa rinduku ini mungkin sudah teramat dalam
hingga di relung masih ada sedikit noda mengganjal

memang luka ini sudah kering tapi rasanya daun ini masih basah
tapi aku akan selalu disini menunggu seperti senja setia menanti malam

alrahe

The atmosphere around us is heavy,

This is hurt..

I want to escape,

but I want to be with him.

Dunia itu berwarna,

tapi terkadang

aku tak bisa melihat kesempurnaannya dari mataku,

hanya bayang semu.

alrahe

The Pray

God, grant us the...

Serenity to accept things we cannot change,

Courage to change the things we can, and the

Wisdom to know the difference

Patience for the things that take time

Appreciation for all that we have, and

Tolerance for those with different struggles

Freedom to live beyond the limitations of our past ways, the

Ability to feel your love for us and our love for each other and the

Strength to get up and try again even when we feel it is hopeless.

* anonymous

Looking for

I'm looking for . . .

looking for . . .

looking for . . .

looking for . . .

looking for . . .

and looking for . . .

until I stopped

do not know what I'm looking for?!

there's no specification for sure!

I'm just imperious and afraid to admit:

my defeat. .

my fear. .

my anxiety. .

restless, if I'm not needed here. . .

but,, Then I shall live, for the sake of what?

a.r.h

awan di langitmu tak bisa kubaca

meski gerimis meluruh di mata

rinduku datang menderu biru

bagai dahan tersayat sembilu.

alrahe

somenia

I could not sleep overnight,,

and not even tonight..

I'm... 

afraid of picturesque dream..

and wake up when all be gone.

just resist the urge to sleep.

did not feel dizzy or drowsy..

just tired, exhausted.

*damn insomnia

alrahe

mimpi yang terjaga

jangan biarkan setan meraja dalam diri.

walau itu hanya sebuah mimpi.
karna diciptakan untuk menyembah-Mu,
maka dalam tidur, berharap slalu mengingat-Mu.

bunga tidur terindah, semoga selalu menaungi hati yang kelam
alrahe

there's no air to breathe freely, 

bad people are pollution to our mind.

alrahe

A dim star,

gleaming in my eyes,

look at me and hide in the corner..

 Gloomy face with a decent moonlight shadow.. 

Wanted you to have, but fear of the irony..

I want to be free... 

Fighting for my hope... 

But your love, 

likewise always covered by the irony and hypocrisy..

Should I mourn and give up?

Okay, Goodbye.

from a to a

alrahe

geez, how pathetic, you even don't dare to face me A.

Day,

I saw children laughing,

in the slums hitting sticks

playing music with their rhythm.

I turned,

feel sad,

but they could not feel it. 

They not thinking about the atrocity world. 

Or did they try to forget it for a moment?

I'm still in my world, 

a comfortable full of demerit. 

only looking, 

no different than a hypocrite.

maybe because I'm not a saint,

my heart could not torn apart.

Oh, world!

Don't you reign in my heart!

you're so gorgeous and dazzling.

But..

I want you to be in my hands so i can squeeze you!

because, world, you're too a small, for my dreams ..

alrahe