wake me at dusk,

. as the sun began to faint and no longer emit light.

. when the moon began to appear and smiling in white soot.

. when the sky began to darken and appeared cloudy.

then, your vague face covered everything.

I'm afraid,

cry, staring at a vague and fade figure.

You!

alrahe
from a to a

do not be angry, rain.

cause my eyes wander, not highlighting your beauty.

when wanderer soaking wet,

and shelter to shade only a tree,

i could no longer feel, the beauty of your art.

when trees and birds dancing in the cold,

I do not want to see,

my eyes closed while you moisten me.

I need your cold,

I need your wind to make me real

I want to escape and go into the flow.

please allow me, blending in the coldness.

alrahe

jangan tersenyum,

membuatku pahit.
jangan menangis, 

membuatku senang.
jangan menatap, 

membuatku sendu.
jangan menoleh, 

membuatku rindu.
siapa kau? 

masih bertahta di benakku.

alrahe
from a to z

if I could choose, 
I choose not to know anything.. 
if those only can give me an aching.. 
Cause I don't want to regret something..

I choose God to be the witness between you and me inside our story,
and I don't give a damn about the past cause I can't change your destimy.

alrahe
from a to i

diatas jingganya mega terbekas sepercik kenangan
rasa rinduku ini mungkin sudah teramat dalam
hingga di relung masih ada sedikit noda mengganjal

memang luka ini sudah kering tapi rasanya daun ini masih basah
tapi aku akan selalu disini menunggu seperti senja setia menanti malam

alrahe

The atmosphere around us is heavy,

This is hurt..

I want to escape,

but I want to be with him.

Dunia itu berwarna,

tapi terkadang

aku tak bisa melihat kesempurnaannya dari mataku,

hanya bayang semu.

alrahe

The Pray

God, grant us the...

Serenity to accept things we cannot change,

Courage to change the things we can, and the

Wisdom to know the difference

Patience for the things that take time

Appreciation for all that we have, and

Tolerance for those with different struggles

Freedom to live beyond the limitations of our past ways, the

Ability to feel your love for us and our love for each other and the

Strength to get up and try again even when we feel it is hopeless.

* anonymous

Looking for

I'm looking for . . .

looking for . . .

looking for . . .

looking for . . .

looking for . . .

and looking for . . .

until I stopped

do not know what I'm looking for?!

there's no specification for sure!

I'm just imperious and afraid to admit:

my defeat. .

my fear. .

my anxiety. .

restless, if I'm not needed here. . .

but,, Then I shall live, for the sake of what?

a.r.h

awan di langitmu tak bisa kubaca

meski gerimis meluruh di mata

rinduku datang menderu biru

bagai dahan tersayat sembilu.

alrahe

somenia

I could not sleep overnight,,

and not even tonight..

I'm... 

afraid of picturesque dream..

and wake up when all be gone.

just resist the urge to sleep.

did not feel dizzy or drowsy..

just tired, exhausted.

*damn insomnia

alrahe