The atmosphere around us is heavy,

This is hurt..

I want to escape,

but I want to be with him.

Suffocating.

alrahe

Where did I go wrong?

I lost a friend.

Somewhere along in the bitterness.

And I would have stayed up with you

all night.

A little time that you have,  
please give it to me. 
I hope you'll hurry to meet me.
This once, I beg of you. 
There's something I want to convey. 

One second waiting you here, 
feeling like all day. 
Many times I see the clock at hand, 
for the sake of killing time. 
I see no sign of your presence,
and it convinced me. 
That you will not come. 

Empty, dejected, and anger, 
all are in my mind.
It mark instantly, 
the mark of unrequited hearts, 
that have been hurt by your love. 
I want to be angry, to vent.
But I'm just alone here. 
I want to show to anyone.
That my heart is disappointed and broken.

I always get confused when i facing you. 

all my manipulative feeling,

my mischievous mind,

and my liar lip.

can't get through you. 

If you asking me, 

I'll honestly say what's the truth that dwell on my heart.

alrahe

Alone

I stand alone, decorated by loneliness

Watching my own reflection.

Pondering the right path that i try to choose.

A path that carries me to go far away.

From you who stopped trying to survive.

Nor to continue being with me, stay beside me.

Imagine

Imagine I'll disappear without return.

Never questioning again your love.

It may come to be nothing.

And no more meaning for me to yearn.

Now

Should we try to forget each other. 

Forget we ever together and what ever we share. 

I should have stopped to achieve that dream. 

Embrace my desire that you'll be back. 

When I try to achieve that dream, you always stop it.

Indeed, we will not be able to unite, my premonition.

alrahe

Q: Why you running away from them?

Me: I think everything scared me, every darkness freaking me out. Human soul was really fit into a darkness. I'm just afraid they turn off my light instantly, and it suffocate me.

alrahe

Jauh jarak kutempuh untuk rasaku,

Tapi hanya ada resah dalam diri.

Selalu ada bayangmu menghiasi lamunku.
Kubenci tapi kumerindu dalam hati.

Yang pernah singgah dalam perasaanku.
Kumenjadi munafik berupaya berbaik hati.

Tapi naif, kufikir hanya aku bunga di hatimu.
Hingga kudisalahkan karena terlalu peduli.

alrahe

Sometimes, two people have to fall apart to realize how much they need to fall back together. But sometimes, ego takes too much roles on people true feelings.

alrahe

The world is rotating, and i just sit here while wondering why i can feel it, or is it only my mind is spinning?

alrahe

*i'm hungry

I'm trying. 
But I always love the wrong people, 
or I love the right people wrongly. 

And things fall apart.
Is it because life is so hard to live on,
or because people are so difficult to understand?

alrahe