I don't know, how am I suppose to talk with you. 

I think we were drowning too deep, 

and we lost the affection that we once have.

alrahe

I think I'm stupid. I feel so miserable these days, and forgot to understand that how lucky I am. I always ask about the answer of my pray, I was blind to see that Allah is the answer of our prayer, we all always wanting someone who really care and understanding us, but actually we already have that since we exist. Allah, He's the one the only one who love us, who trully care about us, who will forgive our sin, who will be our ally, who will be angry if we doing something horrible but He also immediately forgive us. Allah is the answer of our prayer, we don't really need anything if we always believe Allah.

alrahe

you like someone for a long time
but, you thing this is enough, it's the time to let go
to make yourself happy
but,
 you don't know,
whether you doing right thing for standing in here,
even when people come and go in your life,
even when you fed up with this drama in life,
you keep standing straight to keep move on,
but,
there's still a thing you'll reminisce about that person
"am I a fool? loving you so deep and so hard for so long"
kind of happy of being a fool, you blinding yourself
think about the past, that person keep reminding you about
with all the emotion that flowing back to your vein
you lost yourself, you lost the reason to let go,
but,
the truth came up,
that person never love you, you're just a game.
how sad.

alrahe

Mega yang berwarna jingga, rasanya kosong tak berwarna.
Melukis langit dengan kata, dan merabanya dengan makna.
Tak lagi kudapati semua terasa mempesona.
Aku ini hilang akal atau hilang memiliki rasa?

alrahe

Why I have to deal with lot of people who have a troublesome personality.
People are so annoying and selfish, why can they think more about others.

It's okay if you don't understand, you're not a God*. 

alrahe

*god: dewa

A: "I don't understand about woman."
     "She said that she's tired to be with me, but when I mention break up,
      She said, I'm tired but I try to survive being with you."
R: "Me either, I don't understand woman."
A: "But, you're a woman also."
R: "Exactly, I don't understand myself either."
     "So don't go asking me what woman is thinking about."

Jangan berharap pada manusia, z  

sebab ia tidak lebih dari pada embusan nafas

People fall in love in a mysterious ways.
We meet in such a crazy days.
I'm amaze with your eyes and mind.
I can't foreseen that I already fall to hard.

And in every bitter times, we're apart
I always bounce back to you.
Maybe everything is a part of a plan.
To turn our live upside down.

My heart will always beat for you even we're 90.
In our 19 we met, we're young and free.
Chasing the dreams that we lived on.
Struggle with emotion and our desire to love.

When we're not young anymore, we still have our laughs.
With the touch of your hands, I will trace your warms.
My hair will go gray, but memories will always there.
Our soul is never grow old nor fail to understand us.

Baby even when my eyes turn bad,
I still can see the love in your eyes.
And I still can see the thousand stars in your smile.
We will never grow old.

alrahe

*dedicated to my parents
thanking them for the love they share for me to see
and remembering and capture all their laugh, their joke in my memory.
Thank you Allah SWT, for created them, for giving me to them.

Selamat tinggal, kenangan.
Aku akan melangkah pergi, meninggalkanmu disini.
Ku kubur kau dibawah pohon yang rindang.
Dan saat aku pulang akan kubiarkan bungamu mekar.
Tersenyumlah perlahan, biarkan angin membelai kelopakmu.

alrahe