beaucoup de mensonges ont circule' et il y a, 

je pense, une grande part de manipulation.

alrahe

ketika malam tiba,
aku bergegas untuk berkemas,
melipat kenangan, ingatan, dan bayangmu.
karna saat pagi aku selalu berharap,
dan saat malam tiba aku putus asa.

alrahe
a note for i

aku masih menggantung masa lalu, 

yang sebenarnya aku tahu dia sudah enggan bersamaku.

alrahe
from a to z

kumohon jangan batasi impianku,
luluhkanlah hati mereka,
mereka yang mencintaiku, karena tak mau berpisah denganku,
biarkan hati mereka tenang tanpa air mata, 
biarkan mereka mengisi rindu dengan senyuman, 
ketika terdiam biarkan angin menyapu wajah mereka, 
saat itu, 
biarkan mereka mendengar perkataanku pada angin, 
angin yang kutiup dengan kata "aku cinta padamu, Ayah Ibu. Aku bahagia."

alrahe

*aww, dapet beasiswa tapi gak boleh diambil >_<

What kind of fate is it to somehow meet you like this?

It's strange that the more I see you, the faster my heart beats.

Is this love? I've grown so fond of you. 

Are you aware of these feelings of mine?

If the weather is good,
I want to walk down the street holding your hand

If it rains, I want to be your umbrella

It's the first time having this excited feeling

Should I say it? Should I confess these feelings of mine?

When the sunlight quietly enters through the window for a morning call

I want to hear your voice hovering around my ears

This trembling heart is going pit-a-pat.

Shall I confess these feelings of mine today?

I don't want any tears anymore

I really don't want to live with a broken heart

Being a bright light to me living in the darkness

I wish that person would be you

I will cherish these feelings of mine forever

I'd also like to look at only you

The two of us are like one
I love you

impian harus tercapai dan janji-janji harus ditepati, realisasikan..

Selamat sore senjaku, 

berbaris awan diantara larik keemasan membiru

terlukis indah lengkung pelangi di senyummu,

menyinari relung harapan, terlingkari rasa rindu.
kau datang mengalunkan nada, dan aku kembali padamu.

alrahe
from a to i

Everyone is so beautiful,

but I know that's nothing in front of You, God.

A way to be pretty in front of You is by praying for You. 

When we pray, 

I think we human always hold Your presence in our heart.

And unconsciously try to keep our heart clean,

so You can see our sincerity. 

Do You see my sincerity? Or am I only faking it?

alrahe

My heart feel so heavy and burning with an agony.
But not too far, not beyond a rampage, cause it's not a rage.

What is it?
a blank or to be exact an emptiness.
it's like a hollow in a soul, piercing to me like a chain.
Yearning for someone, whom i don't know who is he.
But when i close my eyes,
i think i know, but the truth is i don't know.

He want to talk to me, want to cling to me.
Burning me, every night with passion.
Yearning, to keep me safe under his arm.
Wish that someday, soon after, he'll meet me.

Craving my presence in your skin, fill you up with my possession.

alrahe

Senja temaram, 
langit melukis kelam, 
apa kau kehilangan?

Saat bayangmu datang, 
langit berwarna merah terang, 
kumerindu sebuah kecupan.

alrahe

a note for ck

*selamat ulang tahun